Pain, Pain, and more Pain

Today we face another day of pain,it seems the pain is starting to increase each day not giving relief.
There are days Mr C just doesn't seem to get relief...,
We had to cut his therapy short today for He had head pain and nausea,we had to leave.
The Only comfort that comes to Dad is rest, if his body will let him, he's been oftly tired these days
Some times I feel so helpless,nothing comforts him,the pain is constant,
pain level is 6-7 if not higher...so much "anxiousness",and does not know why it is over coming him,
When Dad describes his pain to me, he says it's like the top of his head is going to blow off!!!! That someone is pulling his eye out of his socket!!!!! His left side feels like it is being cut off!!!!!
It's tough watching someone you love suffer,I know the Lord is keeping me strong,or I would be a bloody mess-----------
Any more it's moment by moment------------Dad goes to the word to help him, finding scripture to comfort him.......Please Lord Jesus lift Dad up,Give Him rest from his anxiousness, fill His mind with all the things that you have stored up in Him from your word, bring back to memory all your promises, that he may dwell under the shadow of your Al mightiness and find peace and rest in you alone.That your presence would over shadow all the anxiousness,and replace it with a new song in his heart,in Jesus Name

Praise the Lord He is always with us,always in our presence,He lifts our chins and lightens our load.

Our California Baby Girl,Jewel London soon to be 4 years old

Hard day today,even in that,we can smile and praise Jesus and give much thanks.
Thank you Jesus for our Sons and Daughters and precious grandchildren. I must share these precious babes..
Lord thank you for your continuous mercy and grace over our family.

Our California Famly---Papa Nate--Mama Sidjae---Jewel London

Our Hawaii Babies,Nyah,Sasha,Ella

Our Hawaii family,Papa Ronnie Mama V- Elijah Mosiah 16-Nyah Bless 7-Sasha Blaze 5-Ella Koa 3

Our Hawaii Baby Ella Koa Divine soon to be 3 years old

Our Hawaii Baby Sasha Blaze soon to be 5 years old

Sasha,Nyah,, Dad just cut their hair and left a little topping

Mr C is 59 years old March 14th 2015 Praise you Jesus......

Yesterday was Mr C's 59th Birthday,what a mile stone this is.......................
we celebrate this day Praising our Lord Jesus Christ for giving Dad this day.
We are privileged to have very sweet friends in our lives,
these Two precious ones blessed us yesterday,preparing Dad a "Birthday lunch",

John "apple seed" Sandifer, Lisa "Loretta Lynn" Sandifer  Mr C,"Captain,Cubby" Cuellar

We are so thankful for the time we were able to have to celebrate Mr C's Birthday,and so Blessed by the kindness and hospitality of these "sweet friends".

May the Lord Bless These two continue to grow them in Christ Jesus,Protect their marriage and draw them greater in to the Holiness of our Lord Jesus Christ.Conforming them in the image of Jesus Christ.

 Mr C was quite "happy,grateful and anxious" at the same time! All tho He seems to be doing good, Looking Good on the outside,there is much going on in the inside of his body, His inner cranial pressure seems to be bringing on some great pain these days,He is becoming more un-comfortable.
He can have a few good nights sleep and then----- only a few hours of sleep.
In those wee hours of the morning when all is quite there is much time spent with the Lord, and this is when battles are won!!!!!
when I wake we talk,-----Mr C will be sitting on the couch, just re-visiting where He has been in the night with the Lord-----I see the work of the Lord in Dad, giving His desire to complete what He has started in Dad,
The Lord is not allowing Dad to have any rest in any area of his life that is not in the "conformity to Christ Jesus",(THIS IS GOOD)(VERY GOOD).
There are areas in our Life that the Lord quickly takes away,when we come into relationship with Christ Jesus------"obvious things,like drinking,smoking,cussing," etc....                                              

The more the "world prevails in" us the more the "Love of God Decays" its an examination we are to do in our Spiritual walk with the Lord---------Examine yourselves to see whether you are in the Faith, test yourself,do you not realize that Christ Jesus is in you unless of course you fail the test???????     2 Corinthians 13:5
IF Christ and the finished work He did on the cross is not evident in our life,then we need to examine and test our-self by His word alone!!!!
IF we are "not convicted" by the way we "think,talk,behave,what we watch,participate in,indulge in, there's a good chance the Spirit of God is not in us!!!! John warns us of this,The lust of the eyes,the lust of the flesh, the pride of life.....
The More we desire to be like Jesus the Holy Spirit of God "will not" let us rest in our sin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The Lord disciplines His own,He chastens them,His kindness leads us to repentance,we can no longer say: what's the big deal that's nothing!!! in the eye of a Holy Righteous Loving God it is everything...........
Like I said there are things that are quickened out of lives quickly,there are things that we struggle with more,why O Father is this still hanging around! or more than this,O God---- thank you that what I wasn't really conscious of you have now made very conscious """can no longer be"""!!!!!!!

I asked Dad if I could share what the Lord is doing in Him the more personal intimate things, He said absolutely,

Well this is one of the areas the Lord is continuously convicting Dad over and over and over again,and Dad is becoming so broken----
He's talking in conversation and something pops out of his mouth that is "not truth" or "exaggerated".................let's call it what it is... lying------
the Lord is dealing with this in Him and Dad is so grieved,  At the moment he's talking he may not be aware,but then later heavily convicted-------------
He's confessing,just broken that what didn't have great importance, Now does and the Lord is not allowing Him to get away with it!!!!!!!!!!! The Lord is Victorious and we are Praying for Victory over this area of Dad's life! "EXAGGERATION IS LYING"!!!!!
we know the Lord will honor this request.
I see the Lord doing such a good work in my Husband,so much inner soul-heart cleansing, Praise you Jesus---------
You see we have two Natures-----------The Old man the one conformed to this secular world---------the "New Man in Christ Jesus" and these two "fight for position"-------------all our life until we come into relationship with Christ Jesus,we have conditioned the old man so much that now we re-disciple the "new man" to be more like Christ Jesus, we want to "conform to Christ Jesus".
This is pleasing to our Lord, this is why we were created---- for HIS GLORY
Rom 12:2 Be ye not conformed to this world but be ye transformed by the renewing of your minds in Christ Jesus.......this is a daily application,a daily renewing in the word,God gives us a new desire...

I find this so attractive in Mr C, it sets an example,in this home that leads us to Christ Jesus,
It will always offend the Lord most!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And SIN is SIN------------So as we fight with the Battle of the pains of His affliction------- the pains of anything that is contrary to Christ Jesus we pray for Victory daily,that we be made more like Christ,reflecting more of Him in our conversation thought and deeds...... I So Love this Man,thank you Jesus for such a transparent, Humble, Husband........
We go for an MRI on Tuesday March 17th Mr C seems to be at a threshold on His Morphine------30 to 45mg seems to be where we need to stay for now,as His inner cranial pain continues to want to break thru..................
Psalms 141 Set a Guard over my Mouth O Lord, Keep watch over the door of my lips. Do not let my heart be drawn to do what is evil.

If Mr C is brought to thought please pray the Lord would give Him Victory over this area of His Life, and that as we "all" battle" with the things" we know are not of Christ, we quickly run to the Lord in Prayer,confessing,repenting,desiring to not stay in a place the Grieves and offends our Lord Most.
continually help Lord me to hate sin (anything contrary to a Holy God)in my life, that in "all areas"  we desire to be more like Jesus.

The Lord has called us to Holiness, Holiness is what separates us from ALL the things that displeases our Lord....What are in your "thoughts daily"?????? the Lord Knows our thoughts-----------what you think, what "controls your thoughts",is your Idol"----------Beware Christian-------------
You Measure yourself "not" by yourself-------------------you measure yourself "not" by another-----------------------------------"YOU MEASURE YOURSELF BY THE WORD OF GOD"!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Mr C is in great pain today, He can not seem to get comfortable,Nausea, Head pain, Eye Pain,
the Lord comforts,and He helps us in our time of need.Bless the Lord for His great Mercy.

Oncology Appt:

Today we went to see the Dr,
We went before the Lord asking some specific requests,
hesitant because of our last visit with the Dr.
It turns out that when we got there the Dr had missed his flight to the Island.

Not a problem because we were able to talk with him over the computer,( like skype.)

As we waited in the waiting room we were able to talk to the receptionist Tina,
she set us up to speak with the Dr,
The Nurse came out and got us her name is also Tina,
Ok this is what is so beautiful about this day the Lord has given us,
He planned this day,
He allowed Dr Andrew to miss his flight, only the Lord knows these things,
so after all Dads vitals were taken, on goes the screen and Dr is on tv----------
He says his hellos, we say ours,
Tina the nurse stays in the room which is a first!!!!!! taking notes,
Dr:
How are you doing?
Dad:
Really Good.Feeling good, left side is coming back,able to do more than I had been,
Dr:
What can I do for you today?
Dad:
Well as you know we are reducing my morphine intake from 240mg- now to 60mg and would like to know how to continue this to completely come off!
Dr;
You'll be the better judge of this beings your body will feel the pain! so come off slowly, and if the pain comes back, take your pills, you may be uncomfortable for a few hours.you'll know.....
Dad:
Ok we just wanted to get your professional opinion before we go completely off.
Dr:
Anything else?
Dad: yes I would like to get an MRI to see if this tumor is shrinking because I feel that I am being healed. I have my bowels back,my left side is coming back, I'm more cognitive, active,and feeling good each day
Dr:
Why do you think this is?
Dad:
Its the hand of the Lord upon me,and the power of God,and the prayers over me,it's miraculous!
Dad said what do you think it is?
Dr:
Said, miraculous!!!!!! Power of Prayer!!!!!
You can have as many MRI's as you need,anything you need you do not to fear to ask me.
We said our goodbyes,and the Nurse was stunned!!!!!
She said she has never seen Dr Andrew Kominsky this way with any patient, Tina is a Believer in Christ Jesus,and shared with us Andrew is a "Jew"
We right then went into Prayer and praised our Lord God---------- all three us us-------------Lord Save this Man!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Dad and I left there praising the Lord elated O God you have your appointed times and we Pray Andrew Kominsky's  heart be softened and your Holy Spirit take that heart of stone and give him a heart of flesh, O Father God only by your hand and your spirit can Andrew come into relationship with you.We prayed the Lord Protect him on his flight over here to the island.

The last time we saw Andrew Dad was in a Wheel chair weak,not walking,not coherent, not looking good.and we had asked for an MRI and Dr was not approving, too much money,not interested in monitoring it! He knew Dad's prognosis and said why???????

This Morning:
We asked the Lord specifically that we be able to get an MRI with out resistance-------------there was none,as a matter of fact get as many as you like!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And coming completely off the morphine because of the side effects, Dr Said Dad was past this as he is on such a low dosage.
All Glory to our Lord---------------------------
We are so Blessed to be Children of King Jesus, He has NEVER<NEVER failed us NEVER.......

We Continue to devote ourselves in prayer,being watchful, thanking our Lord for ALL things,
Praying the Lord would open a door for the message of His precious Son Christ Jesus would be shared,
Walking in His wisdom and grace toward those that are without His Spirit, O How I Continue to ask our Lord to never stop Changing us from the inside out,making us more like Himself,that in ALL we say and do "Jesus" is who people see"and are attracted too-----------------Not Ron and Sandie---------------

Such A Lovely Time away, Thank you Jesus for always being with us.All Glory Is Yours....On our Way Home from Leavenworth

On our way out of Leavenworth

Enzian Inn Such a Lovely wonderful place to stay.

My Mr C Loves Hats, "Tivoli"

Such a lovely little town, really enjoyed our stay.

"Sleeping Lady mountain resort"

Leavenworth so beautiful at night.

King Ludwig's Large Bavarian -style German Restaurant
this sweet little man played the whole time we were eating, so sweet.

"Seattle Boat show"

Mr C Enjoying himself

Ate Ethiopian food great food...

We were so blessed to be able to enjoy some time off Island, what a wonderful time we have had, Thank you Lord for blessing our time. Mr C did remarkably well,I believe anything Mr C is able to do is better than not..... Yes things are considerably different, and Mr C tires very quickly,He just pushes through and we enjoy what ever time we can and then we rest. So thankful and grateful for each and everyday.For all things are possible with our Lord Jesus Christ.

Mr C is walking

Since Before Christmas Mr C has had to be  in a wheel chair off and on, due to his Left side being so weak.
He has taken a little longer this time to come back ---------This has been a challenging Hill........ His equilibrium is still off, this morning he was standing in front of where he sits,and started praying,the next thing he was on the floor--------we get excited for the progress but need to remember we have a leg and body that can give out at any time!                                                                                              Praise the Lord He is out of the wheel chair and walking with His cane for this moment.
I thank all who have lifted Dad and I up before the Lord faithfully in Prayer,                                         Our Lord Jesus is continually pouring out His mercy and grace upon us. we are in expressively grateful and thankful for each day we are given.
I was sharing with Dad, that it seems we are given a time to prepare our hearts and allow our souls to be dealt with,and then the fiery trial comes, and each time it gets more intense with more fuel thrown on the fire----HOTTER----- and then we get a reprieve!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!                                                   "only to go through it again" and again"... each time we learn something about ourselves that is just not acceptable to what Christ is calling us to be in him.                                                                           If this is my battle ground, my armor is full of holes!!!!!!!!!    My Flesh needs new skin!                                                            
I pray Lord through these times May you continue to pour out your wisdom upon us and surface and expose everything that needs to be purged that we can bear the pain of it, that when each trial becomes more intense we would have a contentment in Christ Jesus that can not shake what can not be moved because of who Jesus is in us.
I realize the Lord want"s to deal with the "business of our hearts", and am I willing to allow Him to show me "every area" that can not be ignored?,
If I truly desire to be more like Him, I am going to be stripped completely BARE to my soul!
Hebrews 4:12 this verse lays us open,it say's"NOTHING IS HID FROM GOD" there are no secrets, it judges our thoughts, and attitude of the soul---heart-----It's interesting how we memorize and read and then it takes a monument or not! for us to get a verse and what the Lord is desiring to sanctify in us through His word.
It is the "thoughts and intents" of my heart" that are brought out to "view" by the word of God".
Our "countenance" can show one thing,but what "lurks on the inside" that is out of control? That's where the real BATTLE IS!!!!!!!! This needs to be dealt with.....daily,moment by moment.

I desire my heart to be so content in Christ Jesus, even in the trials of our affliction that the Grace of gratitude,  would over ride the need to be discontent in my soul, "that my mouth" could utter the "Attributes of God's goodness", and yet my soul be on fire from the exasperation of this trial that continues to test every part of my being,discontentment and or a complaining spirit!.                                 I pray that I may freely allow my soul to be purged and cleansed as my flesh dies to self each day, so that I may gain more of Jesus.
It is not without pain, for my pride does not want to die, If I desire to be under the authority and power of My Lord Jesus, I must yield, submit and commit my will to His and be well pleased by what my Lord desires to change in my heart toward Him. I am learning to Trust my Jesus more each and everyday, and the less I resist,I find it easier to lay down what was difficult the day before.         It is with great peace in knowing His hands are always on us, we see good is the hand of the Lord.

I am continually reminded  the Lord's thoughts are not my thoughts and his ways are not my ways, how can I be more like Christ but to humbly emulate,exhibit, Him day in and day out, unto My Husband, even when I am taxed, exhausted,exasperated,and can't think I can take another moment, How pleasing unto the Lord,when we lay down our flesh and cry out Lord Help me, Teach me your ways,show me how by your spirit I beg of you,for in my own strength I writhe,I need you to fill me with your holiness, goodness, kindness,patience,compassion, to love this man and care for His needs and emulate you Jesus all the while............                                                                                               it is then that a flood of Hope and refreshing comes in a new day, with new mercies and sufficient grace, overwhelming peace and gladness and a new song comes forth.
And my heart is grateful for the opportunity to have another day to exercise what the Lord so graciously gives pure from heaven. Everyday the Lord shows me more of Himself and my Prayer is increase O Lord that I may decrease.
You see I can lay for hours beside my husband listening to him breath hearing every breath,and the gasps for breath at times, and when he's startled in the night he calls my name, forgetting where he is,I take his hand and say here I am,.                                                                                                         he wakes, I attend to his needs and help him when his thinking gets confused, I comfort him when he can't make sense of memory loss,or feelings flooding his emotions, not understanding why his body won't work as it once did.I say a new day is coming,
He is very forgetful,and this begins to upset him,we talk in depth to console his soul,we pray over everything, for our "needs are great" and our "hearts are grateful" we have a Father who loved us first, and is teaching us how to love like Him, He  has shown us His great love in spite of our self.  For without this affliction, without my Husband, I would not be where I am today with My Lord Jesus.
I owe my life to Jesus, May I daily freely without hesitation lay my flesh down that He may be exalted and glorified in all I do to His Glory. I Pray the Lords will over our lives fully and completely. We will see Him face to face soon........
Our Hearts ache,but we always have joy. We are Poor, but we give spiritual riches to others. We own nothing, and yet we have everything. 2 Corinthians 6:10 (I have nothing in and of myself,I have ALL things in Christ Jesus)

New Years Jan 1st 2015

Hi Sandie Here, wishing all a very "Happy Reality New Year"! 
Right now your probably thinking about what your going to wear or eat or drink or what cozy pajamas your going to wear, or what so and so is doing--------or what movie your going to watch or ......you fill in the blank--- "Eternity"------far from our minds! Were just not there----why would we be?
I think of eternity a- lot these days, as my Husband has "advanced brain cancer" Today was the first day "he has ever said: I'm going to heaven soon"......... My Heart sank-I grabbed him and held him as long as he could stand, You see My sweet Man sees eternity closer than any one I know.......Mr C looks forward to see Jesus face to face, but he also desires to live as long as the Lord allows, Mr C knows where his eternal address is! Mr C Has a personal relationship with Jesus, we share our daily devotion eating the word,and talking with our Lord Jesus,He is our closest friend,His presence is always upon us, never leaving us nor forsaking us, this is His promise, and we count on His being with us through all of our Stuff----- Mr C does not know when His life will end--- none of us do----Only the Lord knows the days of our Life.
Since the Lord has ordained our days, and knew we would be here this day, The difference Jesus Makes is that He is always with us through our desperate times, our trials, our difficulties, our financial despairs, our hurts, our sorrow, our afflictions, He knows all things--nothing is hidden from Him!----------When we spend time with the Lord we realize how reliable He is, always there for us, with us through it all, His word and prayer are how we communicate with Him.... My prayer over myself "seek Jesus first in all His righteousness" "Human Being with limits"-------- I need some one greater than myself, I do what I see and see what I do!!!!! who do we turn to first? take advice from first???? Take our problems too First??? Who do we Listen too first??? I would Love to share the gospel of my Lord Jesus Christ,,,,if there is anything that would be life transforming---take time to read----- I want to share with you One "God Man"---Jesus ---- NO---- "new years resolution" I Personally have made-- and I've lived 57 years--- has -SATISFIED- FULFILLED- COMPLETED--TRANSFORMED-- MY life, goals are great don't get me wrong ---but everything IN THIS LIFE is "temporary,compared to eternity". We as humans don't really just sit and ponder on eternal things!!!! really think about it!!!!!! Jesus is my lifestyle, He is everything that is within me my greatest desire to be more like Him,and "I am so far from being like Him",but it is what I ask and pray the Lord to change in my very soul,that I would please Him and He alone! Brothers and Sisters in Jesus.... Do you know Jesus? Do you really know what He did for us? Do you live your life as if Jesus is in the house? He is....... you know if you have a personal relationship with Him! You have the Spirit of God in you! Don't you realize that all of you together are the temple of God and that the Spirit of God lives in you? 1 Corinthians 3:16 Are we crucified with Christ? I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me. Galatians 2:20 The measure to which I will manifest the life of Christ is the same measure to which I am willing to put my “self” to death. Any one of us could go home tonight! are you ready to meet the Lord? Have you allowed Him to do His work in you from the inside out? “If self is on the throne, then Christ is on the cross. If Christ is on the throne, then self is on the cross.” 
GOD IS INFALLIBLE___LIMITLESS___ETERNAL___WE NEED "HIS PERSPECTIVE" I NEED HIS PERSPECTIVE DAILY---TO LIVE THE LIFE HE CREATED ME TO LIVE! My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever. everyday I need to be intentional,in committing my will and submitting to Jesus, I thank the Lord He first Loved me----------------He knows me all to well, and through my struggles He is present, as I confess my faults and ask please purify this heart of mine,change me don't stop, you see this "fleshy woman", make me more like you Jesus. My God is faithful to answer this prayer.. not without pain..dying to self....putting my flesh on the alter daily..... When we are born again, our old nature doesn't disappear. Instead, a new nature is introduced, and the struggle begins. The two of them battle to the death daily. The old nature cries out “me!,” “mine!” and “ours!”; while the new nature is replying “His!,” “others!” and “theirs!” Lord Jesus help me put this "flesh to death" moment by moment. Or I shall surely die.....(Spiritually) Jesus paid It All ----All to Him I owe----sin had left a crimson stain He made it white as snow.
When Jesus Died on the Cross, God the Father unloaded His Fury, Anger, Wrath— PUNISHMENT Isaiah 53:4-14 "upon an Innocent", and "SINLESS" 1 Peter 3:18 "JESUS"- God's Son. On the Cross, God treated Jesus as if He had personally committed every Sin, by every Person, in the History of the World— those people who would ever Turn to Him for Salvation ----Matthew 4:17. Can you Imagine???? God the Father treated Jesus as if Jesus had lived OUR Sinful Life on this Earth— so that God could treat those who would Repent and Believe the Gospel Mark 1:15 as if we had lived His PERFECT LIFE! Did you get this?????? Sin has to be paid for— Justice has to be served, to satisfy God's Righteous and Holy Anger towards Sin Romans 2:5-11,Ephesians 2:3,Ephesians 5:6 Jesus became the SUBSTITUTE 1 Thessalonians 5:9-10, 2 Corinthians 5:21 for ALL people, those people who would Repent and Believe the Gospel Luke 13:3,5, Acts 20:21,17:30-31,2:38,3:19­, 20:21. HIS PROPHESIED: VIRGIN BIRTH Isaiah 7:14----Fulfilled---- Matthew 1:22-23 ---Jesus' DEATH ----Isaiah 53:12,52:14 ----Fulfilled Matthew 27:50 Jesus' RESURRECTION from the Dead ----Psalms 16:10 -----Fulfilled---- Luke 24:6,31,34 was Prophesied HUNDREDS and THOUSANDS of Years in Advance. ALL Bible Prophecies About Jesus Were Fulfilled in the Bible! WHY DID JESUS HAVE TO DIE FOR OUR SINS? God used the Substitutionary Sacrificial Death of Jesus to Demonstrate Romans 5 for ALL Time His Incredible Wealth of Kindness and His Infinite Love for us. He did so by using the Backdrop of Evil ----2 Corinthians 4:6, which then allowed God to HIGHLIGHT to ALL His Goodness and Mercy Psalms 23:6 Ephesians 2:7 "So God can POINT TO US in ALL FUTURE AGES as EXAMPLES of the INCREDIBLE WEALTH of His GRACE and KINDNESS towards us, as shown in all He has done for us who are united with CHRIST JESUS" God will Forever Receive GLORY and HONOR for all He has done for those who are in Christ Jesus Revelation 4:11,5:12-13 ----Jesus, who is RIGHTEOUS, HOLY, and JUST, DIED for the UNJUST. 1 Peter 3:18 Christ became a "CURSE" for us Galatians 3:13 in order that we could become "the Righteousness of God in Christ Jesus" 2 Corinthians 5:21. In other words, we did a Crime, and Jesus stepped in, and Paid our Fine. This is such Good News of Jesus Mark 1:1 ----the Son of God----- 1 Corinthians 15:2-9 This is a Work of God's Infinite Love and Mercy towards us Sinners --1 Thessalonians 5:9-10, Romans 5:8, Ephesians 2:1-8 THERE ARE 2 CHOICES TO HAVE OUR SINS "PAID IN FULL": 1 - We can Pay for our OWN Sins by spending "Eternity in Hell" ---Revelation 21:7-8;20:11-15 2 - We can Have JESUS CHRIST Pay For Our Sins. THIS IS A TRUTH WE NEED TO HEAR!!!!!! HELL IS REAL!!!!! ETERNITY IS FOREVER!!!!!! WHAT DOES THAT MEAN? DO YOU KNOW WHAT YOU ARE BEING SAVED FROM?????? Church Please wake up,we can not live as if this means nothing...........Lives are at stake! lost to eternal Damnation....... have we become so desensitized that we no longer weep over the lost and millions passing into eternal torment...............forever separated from Jesus for all eternity...........I Know this is heavy but this is reality---and this is what Jesus preached, O Jesus forgive us, for our complacency. "Jesus, who is "Infinitely Holy" and "Perfect" took our Sins upon Himself, so God's Wrath and Punishment for our Sin can be "Satisfied". God can then "CANCEL THE RECORD OF THE CHARGES OF SIN" that is presently being held against us ---Colosians 2:14. He will Forgive us, and Cleanse us from ALL Unrighteousness 1 John1:9. He will ADOPT us as His Children Galatians 4:5-7 and we become BORN AGAIN John 3:3, into God's Family. 1 John 3:9 As His Children, we are to Reflect the GLORIOUS IMAGE OF CHRIST in our Lives 2 Corinthians 3:18, 2 Corinthians 5:17, Matthew 5:16, by living HOLY and Clean lives 1 Peter 1:14-15,16-17- for GOD'S GLORY 1 Corinthians 10:31, John 3:30 out of a LOVE FOR JESUS John 14:15,21,Luke 6:46. God will then make us CO-HEIRS WITH CHRIST --Romans 8:17, and we will RULE and REIGN WITH CHRIST in God's Kingdom— FOREVER! Revelation 20:6, Revelation 1:6, Matthew 13:43 This was God's Plan long ago, to Adopt us into His Family--- Ephesians 1:4-5 IF however we REJECT JESUS, and REFUSE TO OBEY THE GOOD NEWS Hebrews 10:26-31, 2 Thessalonians 1:7-11, and or we continue to PRACTICE SIN (reject,rebel against a Holy God) 1 John 3:9-10, we prove that we are NOT God's Children, but we Prove Matthew 3:8 ----that we are Children of the Devil ---- 1 John 3:6-7,8,2:3-6, who is the Father of Lies John 8:44. There will be a Judgment Day where Jesus will punish all Lawbreakers Matthew 7:22-23. A Righteous Judge reacts towards Sin and Wrongdoing with Justice, and does NOT let: Murderers, Rapists, Thieves go Free. Jesus is that Righteous Judge 2 Corinthians 5:10-11,2---- Thessalonians 1:7-11, 2 Timothy 4:1, an because He is Infinitely Holy & Righteous ---1 Peter 1:15-17 His Punishment for Sin is Infinite. Romans 2:5-16. His Rewards are Infinite too --- 1 Corinthians 2:9 WHAT DOES JESUS WANT US TO DO? ------Repent and Believe the Gospel: Mark 1:15, Acts 17:30-31 ,James 4:4-10. Repentance is truly a Work of God in you, it is God giving you a desire to do what pleases Him It is the Lord's kindness that leads us to repentance..Rom 2:4 Philippians 2:13. So if you are Hearing His voice today John 10:3-17, and we hear His Voice through the Preaching of the Gospel ---1 Corinthians 1:18-31, "Don't harden your Hearts" ---Hebrews 3:7-14. Believe the Gospel of Jesus Christ. Then Pick up your Cross Daily, Turn from your Sin and Selfish Ways 2 Corinthians 6:2, and Follow Jesus ---Luke 9:23-26. Get in the word everyday ---Romans 10:17, "Obey God's Word because you Love Jesus" John 14:15,21,24, and want to "Glorify God" in all you do --- 1 Corinthians 10:31. The Lord knows your Heart, He will help you have the desire and help you understand His words------He has given us His Spirit the Counselor...
If you have taken the time to read this, the Lord is given you opportunity to "respond" to Him, Man is but a breath-----Temporary-------In light of Eternity..............As you know and have witnessed in this life, many suffer years with affliction and others die suddenly!!!! The Lord wants non to perish. Today is the day of Salvation...IF you call yourself "Christian" and your living as if this just means a ticket to heaven, and your life is no different than the unbeliever who has never heard, "what seed are you"? Matthew 13 My prayer today 2015 Lord may we not be the same, may we have your heart, what is your heart O Lord? Souls----- People-----And so, dear brothers and sisters, I plead with you to give your bodies to God because of all he has done for you. Let them be a living and holy sacrifice--the kind he will find acceptable. This is truly the way to worship him. Don't copy the behavior and customs of this world, but let God transform you into a new person by changing the way you think. Then you will learn to know God's will for you, which is good and pleasing and perfect.
With all the Love that is within me I Love you all In Jesus Name 
Love Sandie

MERRY CHRISTMAS 2014

 Today is Christmas and It is quite in the Cuellar Home, Mr C soundly sleeps.

For unto us a Child is born, unto us a Son is given, and the government
Shall be upon His shoulder; and his name shall be called Wonderful,
Counselor, the Mighty God, the Everlasting Father, the Prince of Peace.
(Isaiah 9: 6)