Mr C is walking

Since Before Christmas Mr C has had to be  in a wheel chair off and on, due to his Left side being so weak.
He has taken a little longer this time to come back ---------This has been a challenging Hill........ His equilibrium is still off, this morning he was standing in front of where he sits,and started praying,the next thing he was on the floor--------we get excited for the progress but need to remember we have a leg and body that can give out at any time!                                                                                              Praise the Lord He is out of the wheel chair and walking with His cane for this moment.
I thank all who have lifted Dad and I up before the Lord faithfully in Prayer,                                         Our Lord Jesus is continually pouring out His mercy and grace upon us. we are in expressively grateful and thankful for each day we are given.
I was sharing with Dad, that it seems we are given a time to prepare our hearts and allow our souls to be dealt with,and then the fiery trial comes, and each time it gets more intense with more fuel thrown on the fire----HOTTER----- and then we get a reprieve!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!                                                   "only to go through it again" and again"... each time we learn something about ourselves that is just not acceptable to what Christ is calling us to be in him.                                                                           If this is my battle ground, my armor is full of holes!!!!!!!!!    My Flesh needs new skin!                                                            
I pray Lord through these times May you continue to pour out your wisdom upon us and surface and expose everything that needs to be purged that we can bear the pain of it, that when each trial becomes more intense we would have a contentment in Christ Jesus that can not shake what can not be moved because of who Jesus is in us.
I realize the Lord want"s to deal with the "business of our hearts", and am I willing to allow Him to show me "every area" that can not be ignored?,
If I truly desire to be more like Him, I am going to be stripped completely BARE to my soul!
Hebrews 4:12 this verse lays us open,it say's"NOTHING IS HID FROM GOD" there are no secrets, it judges our thoughts, and attitude of the soul---heart-----It's interesting how we memorize and read and then it takes a monument or not! for us to get a verse and what the Lord is desiring to sanctify in us through His word.
It is the "thoughts and intents" of my heart" that are brought out to "view" by the word of God".
Our "countenance" can show one thing,but what "lurks on the inside" that is out of control? That's where the real BATTLE IS!!!!!!!! This needs to be dealt with.....daily,moment by moment.

I desire my heart to be so content in Christ Jesus, even in the trials of our affliction that the Grace of gratitude,  would over ride the need to be discontent in my soul, "that my mouth" could utter the "Attributes of God's goodness", and yet my soul be on fire from the exasperation of this trial that continues to test every part of my being,discontentment and or a complaining spirit!.                                 I pray that I may freely allow my soul to be purged and cleansed as my flesh dies to self each day, so that I may gain more of Jesus.
It is not without pain, for my pride does not want to die, If I desire to be under the authority and power of My Lord Jesus, I must yield, submit and commit my will to His and be well pleased by what my Lord desires to change in my heart toward Him. I am learning to Trust my Jesus more each and everyday, and the less I resist,I find it easier to lay down what was difficult the day before.         It is with great peace in knowing His hands are always on us, we see good is the hand of the Lord.

I am continually reminded  the Lord's thoughts are not my thoughts and his ways are not my ways, how can I be more like Christ but to humbly emulate,exhibit, Him day in and day out, unto My Husband, even when I am taxed, exhausted,exasperated,and can't think I can take another moment, How pleasing unto the Lord,when we lay down our flesh and cry out Lord Help me, Teach me your ways,show me how by your spirit I beg of you,for in my own strength I writhe,I need you to fill me with your holiness, goodness, kindness,patience,compassion, to love this man and care for His needs and emulate you Jesus all the while............                                                                                               it is then that a flood of Hope and refreshing comes in a new day, with new mercies and sufficient grace, overwhelming peace and gladness and a new song comes forth.
And my heart is grateful for the opportunity to have another day to exercise what the Lord so graciously gives pure from heaven. Everyday the Lord shows me more of Himself and my Prayer is increase O Lord that I may decrease.
You see I can lay for hours beside my husband listening to him breath hearing every breath,and the gasps for breath at times, and when he's startled in the night he calls my name, forgetting where he is,I take his hand and say here I am,.                                                                                                         he wakes, I attend to his needs and help him when his thinking gets confused, I comfort him when he can't make sense of memory loss,or feelings flooding his emotions, not understanding why his body won't work as it once did.I say a new day is coming,
He is very forgetful,and this begins to upset him,we talk in depth to console his soul,we pray over everything, for our "needs are great" and our "hearts are grateful" we have a Father who loved us first, and is teaching us how to love like Him, He  has shown us His great love in spite of our self.  For without this affliction, without my Husband, I would not be where I am today with My Lord Jesus.
I owe my life to Jesus, May I daily freely without hesitation lay my flesh down that He may be exalted and glorified in all I do to His Glory. I Pray the Lords will over our lives fully and completely. We will see Him face to face soon........
Our Hearts ache,but we always have joy. We are Poor, but we give spiritual riches to others. We own nothing, and yet we have everything. 2 Corinthians 6:10 (I have nothing in and of myself,I have ALL things in Christ Jesus)

New Years Jan 1st 2015

Hi Sandie Here, wishing all a very "Happy Reality New Year"! 
Right now your probably thinking about what your going to wear or eat or drink or what cozy pajamas your going to wear, or what so and so is doing--------or what movie your going to watch or ......you fill in the blank--- "Eternity"------far from our minds! Were just not there----why would we be?
I think of eternity a- lot these days, as my Husband has "advanced brain cancer" Today was the first day "he has ever said: I'm going to heaven soon"......... My Heart sank-I grabbed him and held him as long as he could stand, You see My sweet Man sees eternity closer than any one I know.......Mr C looks forward to see Jesus face to face, but he also desires to live as long as the Lord allows, Mr C knows where his eternal address is! Mr C Has a personal relationship with Jesus, we share our daily devotion eating the word,and talking with our Lord Jesus,He is our closest friend,His presence is always upon us, never leaving us nor forsaking us, this is His promise, and we count on His being with us through all of our Stuff----- Mr C does not know when His life will end--- none of us do----Only the Lord knows the days of our Life.
Since the Lord has ordained our days, and knew we would be here this day, The difference Jesus Makes is that He is always with us through our desperate times, our trials, our difficulties, our financial despairs, our hurts, our sorrow, our afflictions, He knows all things--nothing is hidden from Him!----------When we spend time with the Lord we realize how reliable He is, always there for us, with us through it all, His word and prayer are how we communicate with Him.... My prayer over myself "seek Jesus first in all His righteousness" "Human Being with limits"-------- I need some one greater than myself, I do what I see and see what I do!!!!! who do we turn to first? take advice from first???? Take our problems too First??? Who do we Listen too first??? I would Love to share the gospel of my Lord Jesus Christ,,,,if there is anything that would be life transforming---take time to read----- I want to share with you One "God Man"---Jesus ---- NO---- "new years resolution" I Personally have made-- and I've lived 57 years--- has -SATISFIED- FULFILLED- COMPLETED--TRANSFORMED-- MY life, goals are great don't get me wrong ---but everything IN THIS LIFE is "temporary,compared to eternity". We as humans don't really just sit and ponder on eternal things!!!! really think about it!!!!!! Jesus is my lifestyle, He is everything that is within me my greatest desire to be more like Him,and "I am so far from being like Him",but it is what I ask and pray the Lord to change in my very soul,that I would please Him and He alone! Brothers and Sisters in Jesus.... Do you know Jesus? Do you really know what He did for us? Do you live your life as if Jesus is in the house? He is....... you know if you have a personal relationship with Him! You have the Spirit of God in you! Don't you realize that all of you together are the temple of God and that the Spirit of God lives in you? 1 Corinthians 3:16 Are we crucified with Christ? I have been crucified with Christ and I no longer live, but Christ lives in me. The life I now live in the body, I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me. Galatians 2:20 The measure to which I will manifest the life of Christ is the same measure to which I am willing to put my “self” to death. Any one of us could go home tonight! are you ready to meet the Lord? Have you allowed Him to do His work in you from the inside out? “If self is on the throne, then Christ is on the cross. If Christ is on the throne, then self is on the cross.” 
GOD IS INFALLIBLE___LIMITLESS___ETERNAL___WE NEED "HIS PERSPECTIVE" I NEED HIS PERSPECTIVE DAILY---TO LIVE THE LIFE HE CREATED ME TO LIVE! My flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever. everyday I need to be intentional,in committing my will and submitting to Jesus, I thank the Lord He first Loved me----------------He knows me all to well, and through my struggles He is present, as I confess my faults and ask please purify this heart of mine,change me don't stop, you see this "fleshy woman", make me more like you Jesus. My God is faithful to answer this prayer.. not without pain..dying to self....putting my flesh on the alter daily..... When we are born again, our old nature doesn't disappear. Instead, a new nature is introduced, and the struggle begins. The two of them battle to the death daily. The old nature cries out “me!,” “mine!” and “ours!”; while the new nature is replying “His!,” “others!” and “theirs!” Lord Jesus help me put this "flesh to death" moment by moment. Or I shall surely die.....(Spiritually) Jesus paid It All ----All to Him I owe----sin had left a crimson stain He made it white as snow.
When Jesus Died on the Cross, God the Father unloaded His Fury, Anger, Wrath— PUNISHMENT Isaiah 53:4-14 "upon an Innocent", and "SINLESS" 1 Peter 3:18 "JESUS"- God's Son. On the Cross, God treated Jesus as if He had personally committed every Sin, by every Person, in the History of the World— those people who would ever Turn to Him for Salvation ----Matthew 4:17. Can you Imagine???? God the Father treated Jesus as if Jesus had lived OUR Sinful Life on this Earth— so that God could treat those who would Repent and Believe the Gospel Mark 1:15 as if we had lived His PERFECT LIFE! Did you get this?????? Sin has to be paid for— Justice has to be served, to satisfy God's Righteous and Holy Anger towards Sin Romans 2:5-11,Ephesians 2:3,Ephesians 5:6 Jesus became the SUBSTITUTE 1 Thessalonians 5:9-10, 2 Corinthians 5:21 for ALL people, those people who would Repent and Believe the Gospel Luke 13:3,5, Acts 20:21,17:30-31,2:38,3:19­, 20:21. HIS PROPHESIED: VIRGIN BIRTH Isaiah 7:14----Fulfilled---- Matthew 1:22-23 ---Jesus' DEATH ----Isaiah 53:12,52:14 ----Fulfilled Matthew 27:50 Jesus' RESURRECTION from the Dead ----Psalms 16:10 -----Fulfilled---- Luke 24:6,31,34 was Prophesied HUNDREDS and THOUSANDS of Years in Advance. ALL Bible Prophecies About Jesus Were Fulfilled in the Bible! WHY DID JESUS HAVE TO DIE FOR OUR SINS? God used the Substitutionary Sacrificial Death of Jesus to Demonstrate Romans 5 for ALL Time His Incredible Wealth of Kindness and His Infinite Love for us. He did so by using the Backdrop of Evil ----2 Corinthians 4:6, which then allowed God to HIGHLIGHT to ALL His Goodness and Mercy Psalms 23:6 Ephesians 2:7 "So God can POINT TO US in ALL FUTURE AGES as EXAMPLES of the INCREDIBLE WEALTH of His GRACE and KINDNESS towards us, as shown in all He has done for us who are united with CHRIST JESUS" God will Forever Receive GLORY and HONOR for all He has done for those who are in Christ Jesus Revelation 4:11,5:12-13 ----Jesus, who is RIGHTEOUS, HOLY, and JUST, DIED for the UNJUST. 1 Peter 3:18 Christ became a "CURSE" for us Galatians 3:13 in order that we could become "the Righteousness of God in Christ Jesus" 2 Corinthians 5:21. In other words, we did a Crime, and Jesus stepped in, and Paid our Fine. This is such Good News of Jesus Mark 1:1 ----the Son of God----- 1 Corinthians 15:2-9 This is a Work of God's Infinite Love and Mercy towards us Sinners --1 Thessalonians 5:9-10, Romans 5:8, Ephesians 2:1-8 THERE ARE 2 CHOICES TO HAVE OUR SINS "PAID IN FULL": 1 - We can Pay for our OWN Sins by spending "Eternity in Hell" ---Revelation 21:7-8;20:11-15 2 - We can Have JESUS CHRIST Pay For Our Sins. THIS IS A TRUTH WE NEED TO HEAR!!!!!! HELL IS REAL!!!!! ETERNITY IS FOREVER!!!!!! WHAT DOES THAT MEAN? DO YOU KNOW WHAT YOU ARE BEING SAVED FROM?????? Church Please wake up,we can not live as if this means nothing...........Lives are at stake! lost to eternal Damnation....... have we become so desensitized that we no longer weep over the lost and millions passing into eternal torment...............forever separated from Jesus for all eternity...........I Know this is heavy but this is reality---and this is what Jesus preached, O Jesus forgive us, for our complacency. "Jesus, who is "Infinitely Holy" and "Perfect" took our Sins upon Himself, so God's Wrath and Punishment for our Sin can be "Satisfied". God can then "CANCEL THE RECORD OF THE CHARGES OF SIN" that is presently being held against us ---Colosians 2:14. He will Forgive us, and Cleanse us from ALL Unrighteousness 1 John1:9. He will ADOPT us as His Children Galatians 4:5-7 and we become BORN AGAIN John 3:3, into God's Family. 1 John 3:9 As His Children, we are to Reflect the GLORIOUS IMAGE OF CHRIST in our Lives 2 Corinthians 3:18, 2 Corinthians 5:17, Matthew 5:16, by living HOLY and Clean lives 1 Peter 1:14-15,16-17- for GOD'S GLORY 1 Corinthians 10:31, John 3:30 out of a LOVE FOR JESUS John 14:15,21,Luke 6:46. God will then make us CO-HEIRS WITH CHRIST --Romans 8:17, and we will RULE and REIGN WITH CHRIST in God's Kingdom— FOREVER! Revelation 20:6, Revelation 1:6, Matthew 13:43 This was God's Plan long ago, to Adopt us into His Family--- Ephesians 1:4-5 IF however we REJECT JESUS, and REFUSE TO OBEY THE GOOD NEWS Hebrews 10:26-31, 2 Thessalonians 1:7-11, and or we continue to PRACTICE SIN (reject,rebel against a Holy God) 1 John 3:9-10, we prove that we are NOT God's Children, but we Prove Matthew 3:8 ----that we are Children of the Devil ---- 1 John 3:6-7,8,2:3-6, who is the Father of Lies John 8:44. There will be a Judgment Day where Jesus will punish all Lawbreakers Matthew 7:22-23. A Righteous Judge reacts towards Sin and Wrongdoing with Justice, and does NOT let: Murderers, Rapists, Thieves go Free. Jesus is that Righteous Judge 2 Corinthians 5:10-11,2---- Thessalonians 1:7-11, 2 Timothy 4:1, an because He is Infinitely Holy & Righteous ---1 Peter 1:15-17 His Punishment for Sin is Infinite. Romans 2:5-16. His Rewards are Infinite too --- 1 Corinthians 2:9 WHAT DOES JESUS WANT US TO DO? ------Repent and Believe the Gospel: Mark 1:15, Acts 17:30-31 ,James 4:4-10. Repentance is truly a Work of God in you, it is God giving you a desire to do what pleases Him It is the Lord's kindness that leads us to repentance..Rom 2:4 Philippians 2:13. So if you are Hearing His voice today John 10:3-17, and we hear His Voice through the Preaching of the Gospel ---1 Corinthians 1:18-31, "Don't harden your Hearts" ---Hebrews 3:7-14. Believe the Gospel of Jesus Christ. Then Pick up your Cross Daily, Turn from your Sin and Selfish Ways 2 Corinthians 6:2, and Follow Jesus ---Luke 9:23-26. Get in the word everyday ---Romans 10:17, "Obey God's Word because you Love Jesus" John 14:15,21,24, and want to "Glorify God" in all you do --- 1 Corinthians 10:31. The Lord knows your Heart, He will help you have the desire and help you understand His words------He has given us His Spirit the Counselor...
If you have taken the time to read this, the Lord is given you opportunity to "respond" to Him, Man is but a breath-----Temporary-------In light of Eternity..............As you know and have witnessed in this life, many suffer years with affliction and others die suddenly!!!! The Lord wants non to perish. Today is the day of Salvation...IF you call yourself "Christian" and your living as if this just means a ticket to heaven, and your life is no different than the unbeliever who has never heard, "what seed are you"? Matthew 13 My prayer today 2015 Lord may we not be the same, may we have your heart, what is your heart O Lord? Souls----- People-----And so, dear brothers and sisters, I plead with you to give your bodies to God because of all he has done for you. Let them be a living and holy sacrifice--the kind he will find acceptable. This is truly the way to worship him. Don't copy the behavior and customs of this world, but let God transform you into a new person by changing the way you think. Then you will learn to know God's will for you, which is good and pleasing and perfect.
With all the Love that is within me I Love you all In Jesus Name 
Love Sandie

MERRY CHRISTMAS 2014

 Today is Christmas and It is quite in the Cuellar Home, Mr C soundly sleeps.

For unto us a Child is born, unto us a Son is given, and the government
Shall be upon His shoulder; and his name shall be called Wonderful,
Counselor, the Mighty God, the Everlasting Father, the Prince of Peace.
(Isaiah 9: 6)

Life on this earth is "Temporary" in light of "Eternity"!

Dec 16th 2014

Dec 17th 2014

Dec 18th 2014

Mr C
We are happy to be back home, Mr C had to be taken to the ER for Severe Vomiting and Inner Cranial Pressure, without His Morphine in him the Drs were afraid of him going into with-drawls.
We are Blessed to be home.
Because we know that the testing of our faith produces perseverance, we understand the trials are more and the testings are challenging, Praise the Lord He is with us through them all.
As hard as these days have been we do not stop exalting our Lord Jesus,
Seeking Him to help  us through this fiery trial. I have a difficult time each day I see a little more of my Husbands body loose its function. It means we won't be doing what we did the week before,less and less activity unless the Lord changes this, but in all this it teaches much! What's important?       not what we "can not" do, BUT how will we do each day the Lord allows.
Its something I sure don't have figured out,but am learning more of what it will take of my time and my will to give!
I need Jesus, O do I need Jesus to give me a heart of pure Love,pure Patience, pure Kindness,pure Gentleness, all of these being exterior behaviors, most of all O Father I Need Pure thoughts!!!!!!
My Thoughts no one can see or hear but the Lord, I can not hide any of them from the Lord, and I need to confess,I sometimes wonder how much more? How many more Hospital visits? How many more falls? And then a new day comes, Our Lord gives us a new refreshing with new mercies, new grace, new opportunities to create in me a pure heart. I have noticed it doesn't come with out pain!!!!!
Thank you Jesus for My Husband and thank you Jesus for your amazing grace over our lives that Mr C  goes from the above photo to this in over a week, this is Our God the Living active God whom nothing is impossible. All Glory and Honor is Our Lord Jesus Christ.

Life on this earth is "Temporary" in light of "Eternity"!

Having a Heart of Thankfulness Everyday

Today Dad and I awake once more with thankful Hearts, we Bless the Lord for giving us another day!

The only way I seem to have time to write is if Dad is asleep,So just a quick update,

Ron has been sleeping more now than ever up to a good 8 hours in a day or more, his pain seems to increase more in the morning when he wakes,which means taking more Morphine,which I absolutely hate!!!!!!!!!!

We have talked to the Dr to reduce His morphine and she agreed to reduce 30 mg he's been taking 180 mg a day. and still seems to function as normally as able, 

In reducing he has had to take More break thru med which is a lower dosage of Morphine to kill the oncoming pain,along with taking so much (opids) it has its side effects one of the bigger ones, constipation which makes Ron very sick. 

We are "damned if we do and damned if we don't"

Our Lord is so kind and good to help us thru each day, I know all these meds are so not good for Ron's body His "steroids" are causing His blood sugar to be out of control which means upping His metphormin to a higher dosage plus adding another medication with another side effect!

There is one battle after another,  not without struggle. we continue to persevere and rise above the situation or circumstance at hand seeking always the hand of the Lord over our lives, 

By the Word of the Lord were the heavens made, and all the host of them by the breath of His Mouth.

For the Word of the Lord is right, and all His works are done in Truth.

Let all the earth fear the Lord, let all the inhabitants of the world stand in awe of Him.

The counsel of the Lord standeth for ever, the thoughts of His heart to all generations.

Behold the eye of the Lord is upon them that fear Him,upon them that hope in His mercy.

Our soul waiteth for the Lord, He is our help and our shield.

For our heart shall rejoice in Him,because we have trusted in His Holy Name,

Let thy Mercy O Lord be upon us,according as we hope in thee. Psalms 33

We will continue to seek the Lord in ALL things and ask that His complete will be over our lives.

We Pray for relief in the pain that continues to attack Ron's body, 

We Bless the Lord  and His Praise shall continually be in our Mouths.

Shoe-box Full of Money

Husband Finds Wife Has a Shoe-box Full of Money. He Confronts Her And an Amazing Story Unfolds                                                                                                                                                                                
A Man and a woman had been married for more than 60 years. They had shared everything,                 They had kept no secrets from each other except that the little old woman had a shoe box, in the top  of her closet that she had cautioned her husband never to open or ask her about.
For all of these years,he had never thought about the box,but one day the His wife got very sick and the doctor said she would not recover. In trying to sort out their affairs, the husband took down the shoe box and took it to his wife's bedside. She agreed that it was time that he should know what was in the box.
When he opened it,he found two crocheted dolls and a stack of money totaling $95,000.                                                                                                                                                                                            He asked her about the contents.
"When we were to be married,"she said, "my grandmother told me the secret of a happy marriage was to never argue,She told me that if I got angry with you, I should just keep quiet and crochet a doll"                                                                                                                                                                            The Husband was so moved; he had to fight back the tears.                                                                     Only two precious dolls were in the box. Fancy that!!!!!!!                                                                                          
She had only been angry with him "two times" in all those 60 years of living and loving.              
He almost burst with happiness.
                                                                                                                                                                    "Honey he said "that explains the two dolls,
but what about all of this money?                             
Where did it all come from?
"Oh that!" She said. "That's all the money I made from selling the crocheted  dolls!"

Why didn't I think of this???????

Sweetest Man

Mr C, my darling man, sweet as cherry pie,easy going,and so happy to be alive, days are simple without a lot of action,our routine is pretty simple,we wake have coffee,get into the word,pray,have breakfast,take pills,"arrrrrrrrrrg!"urrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrch!"
I wish Mr C did not have to take these pills-------------------------These past few weeks He wakes up feeling good, it seems right after taking his pills "comes the side effects", our morning becomes hours of recovery, and then when feeling half way normal He can take a shower and we start our day.

All the feelings that overwhelm Him,causing different floods of emotions, causes ups and downs.
I can be insensitive to these emotions, as we have been living with them for quite some time now, I have a tendency to not acknowledge them, this is good and bad, if I react this is bad!!!!!!!!!!!! If I respond this can be better..

The Lord has been doing some deep cleaning in my soul and showing me much that He wants to change in me, also the fact that as a 57 year old woman my own body is going through things and judgement can get muddied,
I looked at Mr C tonight and saw a man hurting ,all I could do was hold him and cry with him.

We know whom we serve, and we know who our hope is in, and we know the Lord's presence is upon us,and His faithfulness and grace are sufficient,His mercy has been extended to us abundantly,

Tonight reality showed us real life and how we hurt and feel and are not in control of our lives, 
We live in this fallen world,and with is comes a lot of pain and suffering.
We do not like what is going on in our lives, I am very "Sorry" that My Dear Husband is having to live out the difficulties of this brain cancer, and that I can not take away this pain that invades his body. 
He walks in a daze at times,pacing the floor nervously,aimlessly,restlessly,sits staring into nothingness,
Disease is real and it can not be ignored, pain is real and it pulsates and radiates through every nerve, this brain cancer is committed to kill, steal, destroy! 
                                                 
I want to scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And Beat the walls!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!               RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!   I look into my mans eyes and see his pain, a man hurting,who does not want to be sick,                                                              He looks Great! I wish he felt as good as he looks!              

his brain must feel like this.                                                                        I can only imagine.
@%#%^%&*^)(*)(_)(_)(&(*&T^$%@@!@#$#@!@#$%^&*()(*&^%$#@@#$%^&*()_(*&^%$#+_)(*()__)(*&^&**&^%^&*()_)(*&^%^&$#$%^&*()+_)(*&^%$%_)%^&*
Can you make sense of this? Neither can he! This is how His day can be....No sense....
I will be so very honest----------------------sometimes this can all be very overwhelming.
TIME OUT::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::
Mr C any more is so quick to go into prayer---------
A breath of fresh air fills the room and gives us new life and meaning,
"Jesus",our hope,our future",and we are so sweetly reminded,  what time we are given on this earth is so "temporary" compared to ---eternity,
how much longer Lord Jesus? 
You have shown much compassion on us, 
and yet we ask how much Longer? 
We long to see you Lord Jesus, 
and yet we pray earnestly crying for the Salvation of our Children, grandchildren, our Loved ones, and friends who still have yet not believed you are the only way,truth and life.
Your peace comes upon us, and we are sweetly reminded,

What heart could hold the weight of Your love
And know the heights of Your great worth
What eyes could look on Your glorious face
Shining like the sun

Your name alone has power to raise us
Your light will shine when all else fades
Our eyes will look on Your glorious face
Shining like the sun
Who is like You, God?

Who shall we say You are

You're the living God
Who shall we say You are
You're the Great I AM
The highest name of all
You're all You say You are

And You shall come again in glory
To judge the living and the dead
All eyes will look on Your glorious face
Shining like the sun
Who is like You, God?

You are holy, holy, holy
God most high and God most worthy
You are holy, holy, holy
Jesus, You are
Jesus, You are

The Lord is not slow concerning his promise, as some regard slowness, but is being patient toward you, because he does not wish for any to perish but for all to come to repentance 2 Peter 3:9

One thing I ask from the LORD, this only do I seek: that I may dwell in the house of the LORD all the days of my life, to gaze on the beauty of the LORD and to seek him in his temple. Psalms 27:4
No Matter how bad our day,Mr C can still have a genuine heart of gratitude and thankfulness.

Praying the Lord's will over our lives daily, His will be done.

Bless the Lord.