MERRY CHRISTMAS 2014

 Today is Christmas and It is quite in the Cuellar Home, Mr C soundly sleeps.

For unto us a Child is born, unto us a Son is given, and the government
Shall be upon His shoulder; and his name shall be called Wonderful,
Counselor, the Mighty God, the Everlasting Father, the Prince of Peace.
(Isaiah 9: 6)

Life on this earth is "Temporary" in light of "Eternity"!

Dec 16th 2014

Dec 17th 2014

Dec 18th 2014

Mr C
We are happy to be back home, Mr C had to be taken to the ER for Severe Vomiting and Inner Cranial Pressure, without His Morphine in him the Drs were afraid of him going into with-drawls.
We are Blessed to be home.
Because we know that the testing of our faith produces perseverance, we understand the trials are more and the testings are challenging, Praise the Lord He is with us through them all.
As hard as these days have been we do not stop exalting our Lord Jesus,
Seeking Him to help  us through this fiery trial. I have a difficult time each day I see a little more of my Husbands body loose its function. It means we won't be doing what we did the week before,less and less activity unless the Lord changes this, but in all this it teaches much! What's important?       not what we "can not" do, BUT how will we do each day the Lord allows.
Its something I sure don't have figured out,but am learning more of what it will take of my time and my will to give!
I need Jesus, O do I need Jesus to give me a heart of pure Love,pure Patience, pure Kindness,pure Gentleness, all of these being exterior behaviors, most of all O Father I Need Pure thoughts!!!!!!
My Thoughts no one can see or hear but the Lord, I can not hide any of them from the Lord, and I need to confess,I sometimes wonder how much more? How many more Hospital visits? How many more falls? And then a new day comes, Our Lord gives us a new refreshing with new mercies, new grace, new opportunities to create in me a pure heart. I have noticed it doesn't come with out pain!!!!!
Thank you Jesus for My Husband and thank you Jesus for your amazing grace over our lives that Mr C  goes from the above photo to this in over a week, this is Our God the Living active God whom nothing is impossible. All Glory and Honor is Our Lord Jesus Christ.

Life on this earth is "Temporary" in light of "Eternity"!

Having a Heart of Thankfulness Everyday

Today Dad and I awake once more with thankful Hearts, we Bless the Lord for giving us another day!

The only way I seem to have time to write is if Dad is asleep,So just a quick update,

Ron has been sleeping more now than ever up to a good 8 hours in a day or more, his pain seems to increase more in the morning when he wakes,which means taking more Morphine,which I absolutely hate!!!!!!!!!!

We have talked to the Dr to reduce His morphine and she agreed to reduce 30 mg he's been taking 180 mg a day. and still seems to function as normally as able, 

In reducing he has had to take More break thru med which is a lower dosage of Morphine to kill the oncoming pain,along with taking so much (opids) it has its side effects one of the bigger ones, constipation which makes Ron very sick. 

We are "damned if we do and damned if we don't"

Our Lord is so kind and good to help us thru each day, I know all these meds are so not good for Ron's body His "steroids" are causing His blood sugar to be out of control which means upping His metphormin to a higher dosage plus adding another medication with another side effect!

There is one battle after another,  not without struggle. we continue to persevere and rise above the situation or circumstance at hand seeking always the hand of the Lord over our lives, 

By the Word of the Lord were the heavens made, and all the host of them by the breath of His Mouth.

For the Word of the Lord is right, and all His works are done in Truth.

Let all the earth fear the Lord, let all the inhabitants of the world stand in awe of Him.

The counsel of the Lord standeth for ever, the thoughts of His heart to all generations.

Behold the eye of the Lord is upon them that fear Him,upon them that hope in His mercy.

Our soul waiteth for the Lord, He is our help and our shield.

For our heart shall rejoice in Him,because we have trusted in His Holy Name,

Let thy Mercy O Lord be upon us,according as we hope in thee. Psalms 33

We will continue to seek the Lord in ALL things and ask that His complete will be over our lives.

We Pray for relief in the pain that continues to attack Ron's body, 

We Bless the Lord  and His Praise shall continually be in our Mouths.